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lately my migraine went crazy, makes me can't get up from my bed. luckily i was at home. dehydration again . dr sri ask me to hospitalized, but i can't lah =_=; this 8 juli there's test on Malang ;AA;

and when i found my tarot, and took 3 cards:

nine of coins, seven of cups, nine of swords

did you know what im thinking when i took those cards?
ROLEPLAY.  lmao =))

aah~ tarot pengertian banget dengan sisuasi dan konsidi saya saat ini. i need a loong break

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: hot tea
2. Last phone call: mom
3. Last text message: telkomsel: "ignore this message if you already done the payment" -LMAO-
4. Last song you listened to: up the sky-에이핑크 ft. Joker B2ST
5. Last time you cried: umm last night. lol

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yep
7. Been cheated on:yep
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yep
9. Lost someone special:yep
10. Been depressed: often . fff
11. Been drunk and threw up: yep

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple
13. white
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. What’s the question: what the hell -_-;
16. Fallen out of love: yup
17. Laughed until you cried: YESH
18. Met someone who changed you: sopo? pak hendri (?)
19. Found out who your true friends were: -nods-
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, and i dont give a shit
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: nope
22. How many people on your friends list: go check it lah
23. How many kids do you want to have: two
24. Do you have any pets: yep !
25. Do you want to change your name: it could be "Diana Sari" lol
26. What did you do for your last birthday: breathing
27. What time did you wake up today: 6am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: blogging
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: "SELAMAT ATAS KELULUSAN: IDS, DENGAN IPK: 5" /dor
30. Last time you saw your Father: 5 minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wont join roleplay on blackberry either twitter
32. What are you listening to right now?:chrisye,kelly clarkson,에이핑크, 인피니트, soon
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yep, my ex english teacher. where's he right now XD
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: something.
35. Most visited webpage:twitter,google,YT,wikipedia
36. What’s your real name: Irma Dian
37. Nicknames: mey
38. Relationship Status: taken. lol
39. Zodiac sign: leo
40. Male or female?: lagi jadi cewek =')
41. Elementary?: SD komplek sono deket alun-alun kota
42. High School?: SMP cinta pertama /weks
43. College?: UNDIP FAK HUKUM . KALO GA UNESA PEND MANDARIN. *AMEN AMEN
44. Hair colour: chopper
45. Long or short: medium
46. Height: 163 (pendek? BOMAAT)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: ada /dor
48: What do you like about yourself?: unique? =))
49. Piercings: yep. noh *tunjukin anting2*
50. Tattoos: ada, tatto lalat /digampar
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: my left foot
53. First piercing: *tunjukin telinga*
54. First best friend: Ebi
55. First sport you joined: renang. till now
56. First vacation:katanya kebun binatang di bogor. katanya..
57. First fav. kpop group: bukan grup, tapi Taemin Shinee /weks
58. First word uttered: crying ofc

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I’m about to: typing this post
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting for: dia online *plaaaak

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: hooh
65. Get Married?: yes.. @INFINITELKIM
66. Career?: iyadong

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: kiss.
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach.
73. Sensitive or loud: loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no.
77. Drank hard liquor: iya ga yaa
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
79. Sex on first date: =,.=
80. Broken someone’s heart: ga ngerasa
81. Slipped and fall (and laughed hard): di depan telkom! trotoarnya licin! abis ujan. dafuq =_=;
82. Been arrested: ga
83. Fell and kissed the floor :aspal pernah, mpe muka kiri rusak
84. Cried when someone died : iyaa ;AA; pas si big foot wafaat ;_____;
85. Laughed so hard at a friend till you snorted:  hooh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself:iyedong
87. Miracle: sometimes
88. Love at first sight:?
89. Aliens: PERCAYA. BANGET. PERNAH KEJADIAN SESUANU SOALNYA
90. Santa Claus:percaya, yang demen nongol pas natalan di Mall
91. Kiss on the first date:gak
92. Angels: insya allah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Have you told a lie to comfort a friend?: sometimes
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: yes : ))
95. Did you sing today?: yep
96. How many songs do u have on ur itunes: 400
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:when i was 8 years old. i will stay on my grandma's house till graduated. ga bakalan ke surabaya. woks
98. Are you addicted to facebook?: no
99. Do you like unglam photos? :gak
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: hooh, skalian posting ._.

fyi, lately i'm doing some research about hypnotherapy..

"ew, what the hell going's on with yah,mey?"
 "i'm not sure, feels like there's big question mark on my mind.. i wonder what is it.. im afraid to tell anyone. include my parents or brother or my bestfriend.."

ASLINYA TUH AKU SEMACAM BERASA DI PERMAINKAN SESUANU /HALAH. aku gundah tanggal 7 besok , _ , aku capek belajar, maksudnya capek buat natap buku..
sudahlah, aku pasrah lahir batin dengan hasilku..
hanya bisa berucap syukur allhamdullilah di kasih umur panjang sambil ngetik ini. weks : ))